Destination - Apu's Biye

Post dedicated to Sweden.

1:30 mins left till we start our journey to the airport.

We managed to have 2 very small fights already, first one Ammu vs. Adiba and second one (of course) Ammu vs. me, I think all of us are pretty stressed infor the wedding. Anyway I believe that when you start something with fights/hassels and the feeling of hopelessness (does that word even exist?) , that's when things end very well. So this trip will be awesome! (though at the moment I don't feel like leaving my comfort zone; my room and the white snow)

So farewell my beautiful white Sweden, hope you remain white and cold untill I'm back.

Is there hope?

Every year I make an attempt to do a comeback, and every year I fail miserably. I'm ashamed of how many times I've complained about my writer's block, which has been on and off since 2005. So I ask myself now, is it even worth keeping this blog knowing that I'll never write?

Well I'm not planning on shutting it down either, but I need to take on serious measures to keep this blog up to date. And the only solution I see; is to write nonsense! (not that I ever wrote 'sense')

So bare with me and my nonsense, I might write the most stupid-'est' blog ever but that's just to overcome my writer's block.

When life takes a U-turn...

-"Future is fear when it's unknown. But joy when it's clear."

All of a sudden life has taken an unexpected U-turn.

Let me explain things in more details without going into the actual details. You always somehow have a hunch of what's coming next, it's as normal as the feeling of hunger. But this time in my life, I was all taken in aback.

I am for the first time in life wanting/sensing for things that I've always known is not appropriate for me. But now the inappropriate things that have turned up in my life seems more appropriate than the things that were appropriate to start with. (I know, I've lost you guys.. )

Even though I sit with fear of not knowing where life will take me, I still can't let it go... As I know in my heart that IF THIS works out, it'll be THE BEST thing ever happened to me!

Though I am scared like anything... Does it make any sense?